As many of you already know, my life changed dramatically a few months ago. In this time, I’ve been doing so much work on myself and have come a long way from where I was. A relationship ended that I truly thought was going to last forever (don’t we all think this?).
Day after day, I fell more in love with this amazing thing called solitude. For those of you who know me personally, I have always been in serious relationships and I was never alone for too long in between. I was looking for love everywhere outside of myself instead of looking inward. I realized this a couple of weeks after my last relationship fell apart. I can honestly say that I laughed at myself when I thought about how desperate I was to find a source of happiness externally.
In these few months, I have grown to truly appreciate myself again and focus on the things I enjoy doing. I will never step back from this as my happiness is now my top priority. I will walk away from whatever does not resonate with me and my path. I will always remain in a positive vibrational space. And, I will say “yes” to love.
I want to fall in love with everything because love is the most important part of life. Love is all you need. So, when an experience comes along that asks me if I love it, I will say “yes.” If a person touches my soul in a deep, profound way, I will say “yes.” Whether it be a stranger showing me genuine kindness, a friend hugging me while watching our favorite movie, or a lover kissing me gently in the doorway. I will say “yes.” And I will do this in a whole different light now. I will do this knowing that I love myself and that I’m truly happy with myself. I do not need to rely on someone else to bring me these great feelings because I can activate it all by myself.
How exhilarating this is…challenging myself in this way. I am so excited for this next chapter in my life and all of the wonderful, beautiful souls I will meet along the way.
Here’s a big “thank you” to the ones who have brought such love and happiness to my heart these past few months. I appreciate you all more than you know.
Thank you, I love you.
• xoxo •